I want it.

My weight is 175 in gym clothes. A ten minute sweat followed by an hour or more of strain has become a normalcy. I want ten more pounds by October 3rd.

I played music at the centennial celebration. It was about 50 minutes of playing straight and I think I may have finally learned how to simply have fun by myself again. As a kid I always knew how to simply "be" and enjoy where I was at and what I was doing. Then life got in my way and I learned to be oh so concerned with the people around me. I'm glad I'm getting better that way. I want to do more music. More Hugo's jams need to happen. More Bone Lesions bullshit. And I just need to flat out play more on my own, learn more and be more intentional. It goes hand in hand with this fitness idea and this relationship idea. With everything, I do it because I mean it and I want it.

I want to weigh 185 by October 3rd of 2012.
I want to put together enough material to play gigs at the Lighthouse and at Hugo's before the year is out.
I want to have a wonderful winter in the woods with the one I love.