600 extra calories in donuts today. Settling into the end of another 16 hour shift, running on 4 hours of sleep, and feeling downright excited for the future life. There isn't a race to run against anyone else. It's just me and my extra calories.
Another year has passed and again I live in a different place. I live in different circumstances, feeling different pressures. I weigh 180 in underwear, feel great, sleep little, worry less. Vacation and day shifts have given a marked improvement to my mood swings.Waking with the sun is a refreshing and secretly satisfying pleasure.
Some plans haven't worked out this year, some have. Nothing has crushed me. The autumn has come on gentle, easing me down, let me sleep in the cold without suffocating me under frost. Money situation is better. Car situation is better. Living situation is better. Relationship situation is better. Social situation is better. Health situation is better. Plus, I even grew my hair out for fun and winter warmth.
Sunday, October 19, 2014
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